Too much... Way too much!!!

This should be a post about how amazing my weight loss journey is going. But to be honest, I have been super super stressed. I don't want to harp on my failures... but I did write AL and tell him I would just come back in a year. I need to read my book. Get my fitness on track and just be better at putting my needs first. My mental health is all over the place. I went down on meds and then the weather, kids... parents of kids, watching kids... it has been a roller coaster. My marriage is a joke...Im not in it anymore. Just going threw the motions of raising kids together and that is about it. Im stressed beyond measure and with out a soul I want to talk to about it. I have been betrayed in so many ways the only thing that is left is me being ALONE. Alone from any relationship. Just going threw the motions. Lets just hope they don't take over...